Tuesday 15 March 2011

what is my style

Every morning i wake up a tiny bit earlier to go online and browse beautiful things. i love remembering these things during the day. i'd love it if i had ordered it online earlier and am now doing the long enduring wait for the knock on the door by the post man which means that my beautiful thing has arrived!! But i never do purchase these things without a good excuse and right now i really don’t have one. i just move up to Leeds in a flat, moving into a house in a month... the only time i get out of the house is to run down to the haberdashery to buy something for work or a project i feel like stating but never feel like finishing. i don’t really go out much coz i don’t really know anyone i feel like going to hang with. Just juju! And i live with him so that’s does not really count. he knows when i'm at home i'm in the most comfortable thing i can find which i might add looking down at what i'm wearing is his shirts.
N'ways back to what i was saying... So i see all these things that i love... and most of the time if it's clothing, i would say... i can make that, so i'm not going to spend X amount for something that will take me 4 hours. I never get around to making anything for myself. And i know that’s why i got into fashion, to create the things in my head that no one else could possibly know about. But i still don’t! The other times my excuse is; is that really my style? if anyone were to ask me what my style is... emm i don’t know! i see my pictures on facebook and i realise that i'm a jeans girl. I love my jeans, but even with that. i never find jeans that fit me properly. And then i've got that funny problem with Top Shop jeans which do fit me but tend to create a hole in themselves (crutch area) about 4moths after i spend £40 on them i've gone through 6 of these disposable clothing in the 4 years i've lived in England. And i've sworn off them about a hundred times... but i get desperate especially after my trip to TK Max and nothing there fits... Properly.
So this summer i'm swearing off jeans all together. I'm going to find out what my style is.